Honesty is Key.

Gosh.

I'm sorry but I need to vent...

If you're my friend, do you like me? Wouldn't that just come naturally? I mean, I feel like you're purposely ignoring me.
Look. I don't wanna ditch you. You're great....really. I mean, I thought our friendship was worth it.

So please....tell me honestly. Do you wanna be my friend or not? I don't care how you say it or what your answer is. I just....I just wanna know the truth so I don't have to be left hanging.

I hope you're reading this.

I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way. If it just so happens that's why you no longer wanna talk to me, then just say so. Because I know I didn't mean it. I'm not like that.

Oh gosh.

God. I'm praying for open eyes. An open heart. So I may see what I'm doing wrong. If I didn't do anything wrong....then I ask you'd give my friend that courage he/she needs, so that he/she can tell me what's up.
Honestly, I just want some honesty.

I love you...and I wish you could just talk to me like we used to.

Yeah...God lead me down this different path...this path that hardly makes sense to me---
but I've gotta do it! It's just something I NEED to do.
Please, don't have any hard feelings about it. Because He specifically told me to do this.
And if this plan He has for me is bugging you...than talk to me. Cause I can talk to you more about it if need be.

His plans for you are also great and magnificent...and they involve a lot of sacrificing as time will reveal.
I hope you can understand. PLEASE though. Just tell me! Just tell me what you're thinking.
Your feelings matter to me! Just talk! That's what friends are for! And unless I'm mistaken...we're still friends....

We're still friends in my eyes anyway....