Soul Cry.

I will not give up.

I am determined to serve You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Nothing can stop me.

I don't know who I am, only of what I am meant to be.

What I do know is that I am loved by You. I am Your child. I hear You say, "Child, I love you! And nothing can change that! Distractions, broken paths--NOTHING can change My STRONG, GREAT, EVERLASTING love for you!"

I feel confused...and I don't feel confused...but I know....i just KNOW that this is something You need me to do. I know that the plans You have for me are so great, wonderful, and life-fulfilling.

I know that what counts is how my heart is set. What I write down in text or paper is nothing compared to what my heart is saying. And God....God....my heart cries out...
"MOVE ME! MOVE ME O GOD! TEACH ME!!! Give me something to do!!!! Tell me what to say!!!! I AM YOURS!"

And I hear You say, "Child! Child, that is what I am doing! All this... is part of Your book! Trust me! Trust me in everything you do! It may not make sense, it may be sad, it may be mind-boggling--but know this! Know this!!! That I, your Abba-Father, your Teacher, your Provider, your Master---I LOVE YOU! I planned for you to be on this Earth for a reason! You are here on a mission for Me! Don't worry! You have a MISSION, my child! Read My word, and you will know what to do! My promises are not empty! My promises are full of LOVE and HOPE! My promises give you a reason to live! Maybe you can't see the reward at the end of all this, maybe you don't understand it, maybe you find it all to be such a mystery---but KNOW THIS. I YOUR FATHER GOD LOVE YOU. That is one of the everlasting promises I have given You. Continue to live your life for Me and all the other promises will unravel, they will begin to show themselves, and you will have a better understanding, a better knowledge of yourself."

My heart....it beats....it beats for You.

Psalm 121: 1-2
"I lift up my eyes to the hills--where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of Heaven and Earth." <3

David Crowder Band: All Around Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu6X1NZideM

Lyrics:
(Verse 1)
"My hands are searching for You
My arms are outstretched towards You
I feel You on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for You

This fire rising through my being
Burning, I'm not used to seeing You

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm alive, I'm alive

(Chorus)
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

(Verse 2)
My hands float up above me
And You whisper You love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with You
I am alone and they are too with You

(Bridge 1)
And so I cry
The light is white
And I see You

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

(Bridge 2)
Take my hand, I give it to you
Now you own me, all I am
You said You would never leave me
I believe You, I believe"

My Prayer.

Envelope me in You arms God
I wanna know You
Make me whole
Renew me
Make me fresh....
I wanna know You more!
I wanna be with You!
I wanna express You!

My life is Yours
The Book of My Life---ALL YOURS
I don't know where to go without You
Be my navigation system
Be my Heart
Live in me O God!!!
O God, how I love You!

How He Loves Us.....and How He Will Never Let Go..... <3

Lately, God's been changing my life.....flippin some pages in my Book.......and He's made a new chapter.

It feels good...don't get me wrong......but there's so much I'm going to miss.....

All I can do is trust......

I pray this song changes your point of view as it did mine. God loves us so much, that He will never let us go......He holds us tight in His arms, praying that we will never want to let go. We are His pride and joy....why else did He create us but to have a relationship with us individually and love us?

Don't blame God for the bad things that happen in life. He's given us the right to make choices, and the results of the choices do not need to blamed on God. God blesses us with the good things that happen in life, and it's our job to see those, and thank Him for those beautiful moments.....

So God, I thank you for helping me see that You will never let me go. You're here....and as always, You show your everlasting love......

Here's the song....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoC1ec-lYps