My heart is beating...
I'm alive in You.
No one can tell me who I am....no one provides such a mind-blowin truth as You do my Lord.

Sometimes I can feel so lost and afraid....but it's at these times I feel like I can't do anything...but pray.

I don't understand a lot of things...I don't understand why God makes us do certain things...commit/ un-commit/ recommit.... what a cycle.
But...at this time of dire need I put my life in Your hands O God, because I know that You're love is so great, pure, and amazing...there's just nothing else I can do.

"The LORD your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing."
~Zephaniah 3:17

"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'" ~Jeremiah 29:11

When all else fails...I will remember who you have called me to be and how unfailing your mercy and forgiveness are.
God with all that is within me...I refuse to give up. For you have called me to march onward as a true soldier of yours.

My faith: true
My heart: in love
My brain: confused
My soul: knowing
My spirit: strong
My hands: stretched forth
My eyes: on You

God....with all that I am...I cry out to You. My fears are erased when I'm with you. You silence them and wrap me in your unfailing arms of love. Your peace is so undescribable...it moves miracles. God!

oh God! With everything inside me-- I long for more of you and less of me! Move Me! Teach Me!

Rock My World.

I'm Tired.

Ever get tired of waiting? Tired of waiting for that same old circumstance to happen?

I'm so tired of it. I'm tired of this happening to me.......is it supposed to be this way?

Why me? Why do I have to go through this every year? Why haven't I just accepted it and moved on? Why does it all have to be the same every year....yet...somewhat.....different.

So maybe honesty doesn't work.

Losing a friend still hurts.

I'm tired of it.

"Answer me when I call to you,
O my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress;
be merciful to me and hear my prayer."
~Psalm 4:1

I just wanna be free <3

Fight the Good Fight.

Just wanted you guys to check out this vid:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CHMVRQgVt8&feature=PlayList&p=6EC3562167206DA2&index=10

Oh...and I came across this verse and thought I'd share it with you guys cause it's so true:

"For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms."

Fight the good fight.

Unashamely I sign off sayin I'm in love with my God.

xoxo
j.s.

Honesty is Key.

Gosh.

I'm sorry but I need to vent...

If you're my friend, do you like me? Wouldn't that just come naturally? I mean, I feel like you're purposely ignoring me.
Look. I don't wanna ditch you. You're great....really. I mean, I thought our friendship was worth it.

So please....tell me honestly. Do you wanna be my friend or not? I don't care how you say it or what your answer is. I just....I just wanna know the truth so I don't have to be left hanging.

I hope you're reading this.

I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way. If it just so happens that's why you no longer wanna talk to me, then just say so. Because I know I didn't mean it. I'm not like that.

Oh gosh.

God. I'm praying for open eyes. An open heart. So I may see what I'm doing wrong. If I didn't do anything wrong....then I ask you'd give my friend that courage he/she needs, so that he/she can tell me what's up.
Honestly, I just want some honesty.

I love you...and I wish you could just talk to me like we used to.

Yeah...God lead me down this different path...this path that hardly makes sense to me---
but I've gotta do it! It's just something I NEED to do.
Please, don't have any hard feelings about it. Because He specifically told me to do this.
And if this plan He has for me is bugging you...than talk to me. Cause I can talk to you more about it if need be.

His plans for you are also great and magnificent...and they involve a lot of sacrificing as time will reveal.
I hope you can understand. PLEASE though. Just tell me! Just tell me what you're thinking.
Your feelings matter to me! Just talk! That's what friends are for! And unless I'm mistaken...we're still friends....

We're still friends in my eyes anyway....